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He raised his cup and
I raised mine.
"Here's to dreaming," he said
with a smile.
"Here's to reality,"
I replied, pouring words
as hot as the black tea
into the air.

I saw a fleeting moment of
sadness in his eyes at my
tired speech, and I grieved
for him, just as he did
for me.

There was no explaining
to be done.

We already understood each other.
White knuckle grips against the glass

Dark one's soul is fading fast

Defend the one who slit my throat

Throw me down in your love's moat

Sacrifice me for your ear

Hope you're proud of me, my dear
Never turn your back on a cry for help. 
If you listen to just my words,
You are not going to like what you hear.
Loathing, destruction, death, and some say, even evil.
But if you put your head against my beating heart,
You'll forget the four letter hate, and maybe, just maybe, you'll hear what's really there.
Pain. Fear. Hurt. And some say, even love.

I cannot accept what I'll never understand in myself.
I can take your abuse, your selfishness, your prideful speech.
Your disrespect for me emanates and yet I thank you for it and extend my hand.
I can justify it, forgive you, take the high road, knowing you care nothing about me.

My own wraps around me, tendrils of soft rope that begin as a caress and end as a plea for silence.
My silence.

I hate you because I let you off easy and I get nothing from you in return.
I hate myself because it was me who gave you an innocent verdict.

And when it's all said and done, I'm alone on a Thursday morning,
With nothing but a cold hard floor and a wall made of stones I built while no one was watching.

Maybe you should just listen to my words.

Maybe I should too.
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Kiddo's Journey

Journal Entry: Mon Nov 3, 2014, 12:27 PM
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You will never be entirely comfortable.  
This is the truth behind the champion~
he is always fighting something.
To do otherwise is to settle
~Julien Smith, The Flinch  

Welcome to my journey...

Skin by SpookyLoop
  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: everyone else talk
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: my children play
  • Playing: the devil's advocate
  • Eating: not much these days
  • Drinking:'s always coffee


True Emotion
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
United States
Current Residence: North Carolina
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Favourite genre of music: Indie/alternative
Favourite style of art: digital art-fractal art, b/w, macro photography
Operating System: Vista
Wallpaper of choice: I hate wallpaper! Let's go for paint!
Skin of choice: yours
Favourite cartoon character: A pup named Scooby Doo
Personal Quote: "Quod me nutrit me destruit" That which nourishes me also destroys me.


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BreezeWords Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the fav friend.  Happy New Year.
KiddosPoet Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Happy New Year to you!!
BreezeWords Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the fav on Tell Me!
BreezeWords Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav friend!
KiddosPoet Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Of course! Hope you are well!
Jaybird101 Featured By Owner Apr 29, 2014
Thanks for the fave
KiddosPoet Featured By Owner May 1, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome love!
BreezeWords Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for the fav!
KiddosPoet Featured By Owner Apr 13, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome! Glad to see your work! Have missed it!
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Thank you so much for the faves :)
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